A Blue-Eyed Boy From St.Louis

I have decided to let go and let God when it comes to Michael. I have loved and cried and pained for him these past five months since he left and it hasn't bought him back to me. He hasn't been calling me and I've given up calling him. I will grovel no more.

I wonder whether there may be love to be found in the arms of a certain blonde, blue-eyed crooner from St.Louis. I've begun chatting online with singer Darryn Yates of rock band "On Tracy Lane" on a nearly nightly basis, gabbing about music, life and laughing. He is so sweet, so sexy--at once ambition-driven and down to earth, despite the fact that ever since he filmed his first video with actress Lacey Chabert (from Party Of Five & Mean Girls) last year women have been beating one another senseless in his pursuit. To be honest, I wonder what he sees in the likes of mediocre me.
"You're so pretty", he flirts, while I turned shyly to scarlet. "And sexy!"
“Even when they’re rock stars they're flirty!” I teased him.
“Well, with you”, he responded. “Not just anyone.”
“Really?”
“Yes.”
“Oh, I'm sure you talk to a lot of women…” I imagined.
“Not really”, he corrected. “They message me but I don’t ussually give out my email or screen name.”
“Well then I feel special!”
“Good”, he said. “You should. I think you're pretty neat.”

As I slowly get to know him, I have to caution myself against letting my day dreams run away with me.
“Would you....ever actually date someone you met online?” I hesitated, hopeful.
“Why not?” he replied.
“Think you’d ever date me?” Can you blame a girl for asking?
“So far so good”, he smiled….

"I have to go to bed now, hon", he sighed, well after midnight last night. "I wish you were here."
"Me too", I whispered. I wanted to crawl through the screen and into his lap to kiss him goodnight. I couldn't sleep. I had visions of Darryn dancing around in my head.....

Something about him won't let me go....

www.ontracylane.com <---- See what's so special about Darryn Yates.